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    The Church I Dreamed Of

    Against Christian Idol Worship

    By Kwon Jeong-saeng

    November 10, 2014
    • David

      "At our church services, we’d just talk about our lives and the Bible. Sometimes a monk might come over from the temple and read from Buddha’s teachings, or the schoolmaster might tell about Confucius and Mencius. On special days like Dano, the rice-planting festival in early summer, we’d roast a pig, share home-brewed rice wine, dance, and play games. When hard times came, we would help each other. That’s the kind of church I wanted." What in the world......

    • Trisha Freitag

      This article could have been written today for the churches in the USA. We have come so far from the simplicity that should be worship -- offering who we are and all we have to Jesus and the Father God, without complication or reservation. Money has become all-consuming to the point that even the Gospel has been perverted to supposedly encourage us to give with the promise of the return of wealth.....what a lie.

    • eusung woo

      Thank you so much for the beautifully translated article. I miss so much of those honest, low key, sensitive, and caring traditional Korean culture to neighborhoods and strangers. The traditinal small korean church also fulfilled multiple functions like community, family center and shelters too. But it wasn't like a structured social program which involve many liabilities like modern church. I miss the generosity of God's common grace as well as the truth telling displayed at church these days.

    • Arnold Seglenieks

      This personal testimony is so engaging and challenging. Behind it is the truly awesome recognition that God is eternally sovereign and His character and presence of His essence have resonated with people's inner being even before the world was enlightened through the direct revelation of Jesus to humanity. In acknowledging Jesus Christ we are driven to seek to show his love, and the established church often hinders our effectiveness!

    • Rufus

      Of course, God is no more an English than He is a Korean or a Dagara. God keeps enlightening us once we listen 4 "nothing puzzles God " - Chenua Achebe. Good piece, keep tuned in to d Love theme

    • bill ferrell

      One of the most beautiful articles I have ever read.

    • Chinta Sudheer Kumar

      Thats absolute truth from the above testimony. Lack of Love and Integrity to poor is the common substance in our churches and Christendom today. Same situation lies from ages, even during the time of Jesus also. Charity prevails forever is our Lord Jesus Christ. Secondly, on Christian missionary point of view, St Paul isn't is not made as a missionary, but he was sent by Lord to build love and righteousness of Lord's Kingdom as a apostle. Likewise many went to Africa, Europe, Asia and to corners of the world as apostles in true sense, where the world of no money but only tribulation and sorrow. But the revival broke on many parts of the world.To my observation of life and christian faith, i say love prevails in persecution and poorness. Money and Love cannot go hand in hand. Love Love Love others as thyself.. No raging, No War, No discrimination, No violence, nothing.

    • Alice LaChapelle

      Somehow, it comes as a surprise to me when I read the testimony of persons from other faith traditions -- particularly from other cultures -- who have converted to Christianity. I don't know why that is. Perhaps it is because we are so 'parochial' in our attitudes. We assume that we are the only ones who have the answers and that Jesus spoke only to us. In retrospect, I would say that that is arrogance. This essay is beautiful in every respect. It touched my soul -- and my conscience. Thank Plough for sharing it with their subscribers. By coincidence, I am now reading a story written by a well known Japanese author and convert to Catholicism, Shusaku Endo. He was born in 1923 and died shortly before his book was published. Titled, A Life of Jesus (Paulist Press, 1973), Mr. Endo sees the times and ministry of Jesus through an entirely different prism, with insights that have refreshed my love and understanding of Jesus. He supports his work with appropriate scripture references. His thoughts come from the Spirit and understanding of God deep within him. His book is well worth reading.

    • Chris Russell

      Yes, it's a bit of a problem when Christians oppose "Western" Christianity. That is, when they see the world through cultural eyes the way that unbelievers do. That's the secular world view of our age bequeathed by Marx and the Enlightenment. You don't find that way of thinking in Christ for whom the ideal place of worship would have had no room for a monk from the temple reading Buddhist scriptures. You've got to be joking!

    • James Hopkins

      I know that prosperity preaching is of satan, I also know that if Jesus is not your Savior you can have all love for people and still go to hell. You guys at plough believe you can do works to earn salvation and that the Hindu, Muslim, Wiccan, and Christians will all go to Heaven as long as we do charity?

    • Anne Ryan

      How beautiful. What a beautiful soul. Thank you for this.

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    • Patricia Silva

      The author speaks for so many of many have left the church and there is a multitude of reasons, the greatest of all is the lack of love, the kind of love that Jesus commanded.

    • patrick carolan

      Beautiful thoughts and so true. The Kingdom was right in front of them and they couldn't see it. How true that is. How often are we looking elsewhere for Gods kingdom. In the prayer that we all pray and is the most frequently prayed prayer The Lords Prayer it says: "Thy kingdom come, Thy will be done, on Earth as it is in Heaven. Do we believe that in heaven some people will be living in mansions while others will be living in garbage dumps. Do we believe that a few will be feasting while others are starving? Do we believe that in the kingdom it will be God's will to destroy the lands and pollute the waters? do we believe that in heaven there will be walls and borders to separate people? If we do not believe that it is Gods will in heaven why do think it is acceptable here on Gods earth? I remember when I was much younger and I ask a priest when did he think Jesus was going to return. He looked at me and smiled and replied: "Patrick you are asking the wrong question. Jesus was very clear in the Gospels that he will always be with us. Jesus never left us. We left Jesus. We stopped hearing the cries of the poor we didn't see the suffering of the marginalized the homeless. We thought if we gave them a few scraps from our table that should be enough. We stopped welcoming strangers and built walls to keep them out. So the question you should ask is not when will Jesus come again but when will we awaken to the understanding that Jesus is and has always been with us. So that when you look at your neighbor you will see Jesus, when you look at the birds and the trees and the mountains you will see Jesus. And you will be one who will build Gods kingdom on Earth."

    • Nicole Solomon

      Amazing clarity of understanding! This brought tears it was so moving. Thank you for translating this and sharing!

    • Benjamin Brown

      Our churches and hearts have grown cold and do not demonstrate the love of Jesus Christ, folk don't have a passion for the lost, and everyone seems to be seeking what's in it for them without even the slightest thought of their neighbors. It is even much worse in America because the pastors and teachers are teaching that you should be rich when they have it all wrong and we are made rich in Jesus when we receive Him as Lord and Savior. The greatest danger is most Christians are liars hypocrites and frauds! No one has taken into account this passage....Matthew 7:19-23 Every tree that bringeth not forth good fruit is hewn down, and cast into the fire.... No one is made nervous or uneasy about this passage for it will be many on judgment day filled with disappointment, because of the shameful and disappointing use of the gifts that God gives to be used for the propagation of His kingdom. People honor Christ with their mouths but their hearts are far away from Him!

    Many years ago I told a friend I wanted to start a church. It wouldn’t have a big steeple with a cross on top; I’d just build a traditional Korean pavilion-style house just large enough to hold fifty or a hundred people. No pulpit, just a wooden floor where we could sit in a circle. We wouldn’t have a sign out front advertising “So-and-so’s Church” either. We’d call it “The Magpie’s House,” or name it after a fairy-tale character.

    At our church services, we’d just talk about our lives and the Bible. Sometimes a monk might come over from the temple and read from Buddha’s teachings, or the schoolmaster might tell about Confucius and Mencius. On special days like Dano, the rice-planting festival in early summer, we’d roast a pig, share home-brewed rice wine, dance, and play games. When hard times came, we would help each other. That’s the kind of church I wanted.

    This idea filled me with enthusiasm, and I prayed about it. But years passed, and the church was never built.

    I’ve been a baptized Christian for thirty years, serving as a deacon for much of this time, but I’ve never been to a service that fully satisfied my longing; often the ritual seems empty of real life. Nevertheless, I think I met God when I lived in a little room by the church door and rang the morning bells. I still miss the peace I felt on cold winter mornings when I pulled on the bell rope and looked up at the brilliant stars in the black sky.

    Back then, in the 1960s, the early morning prayers at the village church were simple and beautiful. The memory of kneeling to pray on the cold wooden floor by the light of an oil lamp – there was no electricity – seems sacred. The church members were poor. They had all lived through bad times, and their talk was spare and honest. One deaconess had lost her husband in the war and lived with her only daughter. It used to tear my heart to hear her sing her favorite hymn: “I follow God’s will amid this world’s joys and pains, and when my body fails, give me great faith.”

    Then she would break down sobbing and everyone would fall silent. After the service was over and everyone went home, the sun shone in the church windows and you could see the frozen marks of tears on the wooden floor.

    We were all poor, but the church was full of love. If you would flip through the church account books from those days, you might see when a few hundred won from the church fund were lent out to a parishioner in need.

    Back then, the pastor’s salary was barely enough to live on, sometimes only a bushel of millet and a few baskets of rice. To repair the derelict church building, he had to go into the mountains and fell trees, and for water he had to dig his own well. As a result, it was easy for him to become close to his parishioners. In the evenings, the young people would gather in the church foyer to weave baskets and read together. They worked until late at night and then roasted sweet potatoes and turnips. Most people had no money to put in the collection plate; their offering was to donate their work and show love. In this way, Christianity simply became a part of people’s lives.

    It was an isolated mountain village of about fifty families, in which the church had first arrived a hundred years earlier – only a few thatched huts and a tin-roofed church. But it almost felt like heaven on earth. There was no theft, nobody drank or smoked, and nobody yelled or cursed. Unlike elsewhere in Korea, we never suffered the “barley famine,” the weeks in spring before the first barley harvest when people used to starve, since each household had enough farmland to supply itself with food.

    This way of life ended abruptly in the 1970s, when the church succumbed to authoritarianism, materialism, and religious emotionalism. Instead of praying quietly in their hearts, people yelled and babbled like lunatics. No longer was it a matter of duty and vocation to serve as elder or deacon – instead it became a position of status and power. Big-city pastors discriminated against village pastors, and churchgoers discriminated against one another, growing cold and distant in their relationships. People still smiled and greeted each another, but they no longer spoke honestly and sincerely. Their Christianity changed from a faith that depended on God into a religion aimed at attaining power, money, and success – using God as a convenient instrument. If you didn’t become rich within three years of accepting Jesus, people thought there was something wrong with your faith.

    The big revivalists even distorted the Korean language, saying words like “believe,” “accept Jesus,” and “love” with such slurred pronunciation that you could hardly understand them. Was it a gift of the Spirit that made them talk that way, or just boundless arrogance? Even swindlers selling fake medicine don’t talk so sloppily. Didn’t the apostle Paul say that love is not arrogant or proud? Jesus said that you should pray in secret, that you should comb your hair and not put on a show in front of other people when you fast, that your right hand shouldn’t know what your left hand does. He warns against babbling in the marketplace.

    Kwon Jeong-saeng in front of his small house. ⓒ Yong-Rak Kim

    Kwon Jeong-saeng in front of his small house. ⓒ Yong-Rak Kim


    But what do many churches do? They go all over the world shouting and yelling and then call it mission; aren’t they really dishonoring God? The church is in danger of becoming just another pollutant, spreading trash instead of salt and light. But too many Christians don’t pause to think; they carry on without realizing the true state of affairs, just like the proverbial emperor in his new clothes.

    “You will know a tree by its fruits.” How is materialistic, success-driven Christianity helping our society? Are all the red-neon crosses you see in our cities the true light of the church? Our country leads the world, true enough – in alcoholism, sexual assault, car accidents, and hellish academic pressures. Our “mission” consists in bragging about our per-capita national income. Meanwhile we’ve buried our mountains and rivers in trash and filled the city sky with smog. We need to come to our senses and stop trying to deceive God. The Christianity spread today is like the food sold in the markets, full of poisonous chemicals and nicely packaged. We must stop using Jesus’ name to sell fake Christianity.

    I just described my Christian village in the mountains, but not everything there was good. Wherever Christianity came to a village, our traditional culture was destroyed – stamped out as superstition and idol worship. We Christians gave up our beautiful customs and adopted Christmas as our main holiday, going crazy over Santa Claus, Rudolph, Christmas trees, and Christmas cards.

    I don’t deny that traditional culture included bad customs as well as good. But can it be right to reject all aspects of a culture that has shaped our souls for tens of thousands of years? God is present even without Christianity; he doesn’t need churchgoers in order to work. Whether or not a country is Christian, God reigns. He has ruled the universe for countless ages. The missionaries think that God depends on them and their preaching – that he trails after them, staying only where they have been. But long before Christianity was preached, God watched over the whole world. People may not have known him with their minds, but their hearts could feel him.

    I remember when my friend Pan-son’s mother was alive. Once her next-door neighbor, a woman who had just had a baby, was starving. Pan-son’s mother took rice from the urn in the dragon god’s shrine and cooked it for them. The rice in that jar wasn’t just for the dragon god, but saved the lives of dying people – a miracle.

    Similarly, it used to be a common custom that when a family member went on a long journey, the family would fill a bowl of rice for them at every meal. That food was served to any wayfarer who came unexpectedly; even the poorest houses never sent visitors away hungry, and better-off households always kept a room empty for travelers. People working in the fields who sat down for lunch would call out to a passerby inviting him to share their meal.

    Calling these customs superstition and idol worship profanes something sacred. The apostle Paul said that even faith that moves mountains is nothing without love. You can travel the whole world on evangelization campaigns, building churches with thousands of members, but it’s nothing if you don’t love people. Even if you memorize the Bible, heal thousands of sick people, or get a doctorate from a first-rate seminary, it’s nothing if you can’t show love in the commonplace ways.

    Korea’s churches need to relearn these lessons. If we rediscover the true gospel of Jesus, not the Westernized gospel, we will find the breath of God. We’ll see that he has been working in our country ever since he created the world.

    Years ago I dreamed of building a new kind of church, but actually that misses the point – the whole universe is God’s church. My only wish is to live uprightly within it together with all nature – human beings, animals, and plants – each serving the other. This is what God wants; this is why he sent Jesus to earth. Jesus taught us to love by serving one another, and he shed his blood and died for this. The real idols and real demons in our land are imperialism, war, nuclear weapons, dictatorship, and violence.

    The original Korean of this essay was published in Uridului Haneunim (Seoul: Green Review, 2008), © Green Review.
    Image courtesy of the Kwon Jeong-saeng Culture Foundation for Children.

     Kwon Jeong-saeng - Culture Foundation for Children
    Contributed By KwonJeongSaeng Kwon Jeong-saeng

    Kwon Jeong-saeng (1937–2007) grew up as a refugee of the Korean War. Even later in life, after his children’s books met with commercial success, he continued to live in a simple one-room dwelling near the bell tower of his village church.

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