If you ask me about the whale, believe me, I’ll run.
Am I a broken record that I should have to go on
re-telling that cursed tale until my tongue trips out?
What a great moral, right? Some rancid tale
of a fool thinking he can flee from God
until a storm nearly swamped the ship—and I got tossed
like a sack of rotten potatoes. Yes,
let’s skip all that. After all,
what business of mine was it if
Yahweh wanted to save the souls
of the Ninevites? Cursed
three days in the sour gut
of the whale, what choice remained?
I dragged my sorry carcass to Nineveh,
Delivered the holy telegram, watched
in horror as the whole lot
of them fell on their eager knees,
begged God’s forgiveness.
It was enough to make you sick.
I fled to high up on the hill overlooking
that cesspool. I threw myself down in the burning
sun, fuming, but God wasn’t done—is He ever?
He grew a fig tree to shade my angry bones, then
withered that, too. How many tortures
can He devise, I wonder, until
I, too, get down in the dust
and grovel, recognizing my hope
is failing, and there’s nowhere
left to run?
Let us now praise all that we forget to see: the invisible
beads of dew on a stem of rye grass, the path the grasshopper weaves
through the fallen sycamore leaves, a tracked laced with the first hard frost;
or the frozen filament of a spider’s web catching the umber sun
light that whispers through the wood this morning.
Yes, this morning let us embrace how the chill seems to listen
to the voices of the quail caressing the charged
emptiness in the air, hear the weight of silence
as the pond ice thickens, as all that sleeps lays it head
against the dark weight of winter – and then the distant call
of Canada geese beating the air overhead. Let us lift our eyes
to follow the blue eye of God – and how in looking down to where
we stand, he offers us everything that is small,
unnoticed, delicate, perfect. Imagine
that he does this because he knows
that the beauty of all he has made is
what we least will notice
but need so desperately. And noticing
is our good pleasure, too.